When Trey died, I tried to record a song that sounded like grief. It made me feel better, so I kept doing it. These tracks were mixed spontaneously on my computer. I opened many YouTube windows at once, changed their speeds, layered them, then recorded this onto a cassette as I mixed it, in the seven days after Trey died. I have never really released music. It's not amazing. But it helped me to make it, and I like to fall asleep listening to it, and maybe it will make you feel something too.